Friday, March 25, 2011, 12:09 PM

Ahhh!

I've missed blogging! Missed penning down my thoughts, my day. I think I've changed so much over this one year. And I think, so will my writing style.

So many things have happened! HC trip to Msia, A levels, my growing love for YHope, Jordan (Yarlah I know I'm mushy, but yeah so happy :D) etcetc!

I feel like I've grown alot this past year or so? Feels so surreal.

Anyway, am typing this while working. Surprisingly, they suddenly allowed me to access social networking sites (when they were initially blocked). So I can go Facebook, Twitter and yes, Blogger to do whatever I like when I'm bored :D

Actually, I realized that even after A levels, I still haven't done what I like. Like designing (maybe I should change this blog's design. But I still like it alot :D), like meeting up with friends, like playing volleyball..

Argh, work. But I find myself enjoying it, when I'm busy. I especially hate the moments when I agonizingly wait for time to crawl past, and looking forward to lunch/end of work/end of the week.

But still, MOOLAH~

I wna go crazy shopping! But I think I've grown to be more controlled! I don't really do the love-at-first-sight thing now; I'll weigh my options and see whether it's a want or need first, before I buy. Yay for me!

Anw this is really random, but heels can kill. I don't know why, I keep buying too-high heels, or too-small heels. Me and my irregularly-sized feet. ):

My leg muscles hurt now as I'm typing this. ):

And I have a slight sore throat! For no particular reason! Zzz.

Anw, I like my job lah. Doing admin stuff seems to be my cup of tea, cos I'm a really hardworking and meticulous person (HAHA, I'm ego-ing here), and I finish my stuff so quickly I'm usually left with so much free time to slack.

Maybe I should make full use of that time to read up on stuff, instead of always going on Facebook or Twitter.

Aiya anyways, did I mention I found my calling? TO GO NURSING! I really wna do something in this life, to help and bring hope to people! Was initially struggling between practical jobs with better future. But I decided to answer God's call.

And I feel happy choosing that.

So now, I'm placing all my plans in His hands. There's an interview for NUS Nursing in April. Really hope I can do well! Cos my grades aren't really good, so I really hope they can see my passion to go into this field.

If I don't get in, I may have to wait till next year, which may be even harder to get in too. And I'll have to go private which is damn ex..

Argh.

God, since You gave me this burden in my heart. I trust that You'll fulfill it and bring me through!

:)

Okay I'm hungry now; stomach's growling! Shall end this post and go off now :D