Tuesday, March 29, 2011, 3:40 PM

Been trying to accomplish my 15 Revolution..


But I can't seem to find it. I think I keep stopping myself, out of embarrassment, inconvenience, even though the essence of the revolution is to inconvenience myself for others. Or I'll keep finding excuses.


Like that time, there's this Japanese family beside me and Jordan at Mcdonald's. He asked me to do my 15R and ask them if they need help travelling around. But I said no, I don't know how to speak Japanese. I feel so bad afters; I'm just finding excuses..


Argh.


But anyway, I think I find myself with a softer heart for people nowadays. I don't really choose to pretend I didn't see, or ignore it. But actually feel for people now..


I saw a woman carrying VERYYY heavy groceries just now, and I asked whether she needed help. She said no. Then I just walked away. Now I feel so bad, again. Maybe I should have insisted on helping her. Cos she was really small-sized and everything.


God, I'm sorry for my stupid selfishness. :/


Sigh. I shall just jiayou! May I accomplish great things for You! Cos I really wna use my life as Your salt and light!


Anw! I really hope to find volunteer work to do in hospitals to gain experience! :D (This is so random).


And I'm 1hr 35 mins away from the ENDOFWORK.


Sigh.


And this a really incoherent and random post haha.