Tuesday, March 29, 2011, 3:40 PM

Been trying to accomplish my 15 Revolution..


But I can't seem to find it. I think I keep stopping myself, out of embarrassment, inconvenience, even though the essence of the revolution is to inconvenience myself for others. Or I'll keep finding excuses.


Like that time, there's this Japanese family beside me and Jordan at Mcdonald's. He asked me to do my 15R and ask them if they need help travelling around. But I said no, I don't know how to speak Japanese. I feel so bad afters; I'm just finding excuses..


Argh.


But anyway, I think I find myself with a softer heart for people nowadays. I don't really choose to pretend I didn't see, or ignore it. But actually feel for people now..


I saw a woman carrying VERYYY heavy groceries just now, and I asked whether she needed help. She said no. Then I just walked away. Now I feel so bad, again. Maybe I should have insisted on helping her. Cos she was really small-sized and everything.


God, I'm sorry for my stupid selfishness. :/


Sigh. I shall just jiayou! May I accomplish great things for You! Cos I really wna use my life as Your salt and light!


Anw! I really hope to find volunteer work to do in hospitals to gain experience! :D (This is so random).


And I'm 1hr 35 mins away from the ENDOFWORK.


Sigh.


And this a really incoherent and random post haha.

Friday, March 25, 2011, 12:09 PM

Ahhh!

I've missed blogging! Missed penning down my thoughts, my day. I think I've changed so much over this one year. And I think, so will my writing style.

So many things have happened! HC trip to Msia, A levels, my growing love for YHope, Jordan (Yarlah I know I'm mushy, but yeah so happy :D) etcetc!

I feel like I've grown alot this past year or so? Feels so surreal.

Anyway, am typing this while working. Surprisingly, they suddenly allowed me to access social networking sites (when they were initially blocked). So I can go Facebook, Twitter and yes, Blogger to do whatever I like when I'm bored :D

Actually, I realized that even after A levels, I still haven't done what I like. Like designing (maybe I should change this blog's design. But I still like it alot :D), like meeting up with friends, like playing volleyball..

Argh, work. But I find myself enjoying it, when I'm busy. I especially hate the moments when I agonizingly wait for time to crawl past, and looking forward to lunch/end of work/end of the week.

But still, MOOLAH~

I wna go crazy shopping! But I think I've grown to be more controlled! I don't really do the love-at-first-sight thing now; I'll weigh my options and see whether it's a want or need first, before I buy. Yay for me!

Anw this is really random, but heels can kill. I don't know why, I keep buying too-high heels, or too-small heels. Me and my irregularly-sized feet. ):

My leg muscles hurt now as I'm typing this. ):

And I have a slight sore throat! For no particular reason! Zzz.

Anw, I like my job lah. Doing admin stuff seems to be my cup of tea, cos I'm a really hardworking and meticulous person (HAHA, I'm ego-ing here), and I finish my stuff so quickly I'm usually left with so much free time to slack.

Maybe I should make full use of that time to read up on stuff, instead of always going on Facebook or Twitter.

Aiya anyways, did I mention I found my calling? TO GO NURSING! I really wna do something in this life, to help and bring hope to people! Was initially struggling between practical jobs with better future. But I decided to answer God's call.

And I feel happy choosing that.

So now, I'm placing all my plans in His hands. There's an interview for NUS Nursing in April. Really hope I can do well! Cos my grades aren't really good, so I really hope they can see my passion to go into this field.

If I don't get in, I may have to wait till next year, which may be even harder to get in too. And I'll have to go private which is damn ex..

Argh.

God, since You gave me this burden in my heart. I trust that You'll fulfill it and bring me through!

:)

Okay I'm hungry now; stomach's growling! Shall end this post and go off now :D

Sunday, April 11, 2010, 1:22 AM

It's been a long long long time since I've last updated! 4 months or so?

So much stuff's happened since the last post, and I don't think I can rmbr everything.. And thinking back, time passes too quickly..

Orientation. Cant rmbr much by now, but I guess the preparation and throughout it, SC really bonded alot. The War Games was a blast, and I think I averaged a total of 5 hours of sleep throughout the whole Orientation.. Nightwalk was fun, though we didn't really 'scare' people.. And I feel sad I didn't really bond with Bennu juniors! And even though we were really tired, we went crazy on the last day and created the '快快乐乐' cheer, a new house (TEQUILA!) and played truth or dare. HAHA. We're really a bunch of crazayy people <3

I love SHSC! Haha. Thinking back, we really went through alot.. I must really thank Chak and Christopher for being such nice Capts and VCapts! And HouseComm for making everything so fun. And everybody else! I guess, I wasn't in SHSC, I wouldn't have found such close friends like stupid Ashley (LOL), Benz, Weijia etc! Love yall!

We must continue to have HC partayys! :D

Went to google 'dhsco concert 2010' again. I can't really find anything, but I suddenly feel overwhelmed! It's been a fantastic journey in CO, and I really really enjoyed it! Thanks to everyone, to all my batchmates (I LOVE YALL!), my beloved and funny juniors, all the seniors (THANKS FOR THE CHOCS ETC!) and dinglaoshi (<3!) and everyone else!

It was the last gongyan concert as a zaiji, and I think, most probably my last. Was spamming photos throughout the whole concert cos I was really bored - I was only performing for like 2 songs? Took a total of like 200 plus photos? Haha.

Love all my juniors! I am srsly deeply amused by all of them! And my suona juniors are all so cuteeee! Haha they're all so hardworking and funny and cute! <3 Was watching them during the rehearsal for Qinwang. Just felt emo cos they've all grown up! And that now we're the ones watching them! LOL.

I really want to thank everyone who made my dhsco journey so wonderful, one way or the other. Thanks for the memories (:

OKAY. Shall end the emo stuff!

Went to supposed Kiayi at her 戏剧木麻黄 performance ytd. IT'S DAMN NICE! Omg especially her 剧! I love the twist in the story! The link (the idea of the radio thing) was really cool! And I find that although the place was small, it was even more 'friendly' cos we could really 'feel' them and see their expressions clearly. And I must say they're all reallyyyy good! GOOD JOB!

And went for HwaChong's 黄城夜韵 again today! Again, their props are impressive! And their school spirit is really great, as always. (: Met with the Dunkit people for dinner, though I was late. We crapped/talked alot in Mos haha. And omg I went to this toilet in Raffles City and I THINK THE TOILET BOWL HAS THIS FUNCTION FOR YOU TO LET IT WASH YOUR BUTT. I should have taken a photo haha. Dilys will certainly love it :D

I was looking back, and I realised one year really passed by so quickly.. Soon, it'll be A levels, then after A levels (omg the best time to enjoy life!), then A level results, then Uni, then whatever..... It really passes by so quickly! And hence, my emo state now and my sudden update on this rotting blog.. :X

Speaking of the future, was really impressed by the SPH scholar speaker during Career Day! I think journalism is soooo cool, and it's like what I'm looking for! Hopefully, it's not too late that I realised that I like this area :X And now I think I shouldnt have taken Bio and Chem. D: When I could have taken H2 History and sth else! Sighs. But still, it's not too late :D

Oh gosh and yea! Forgot to mention my new puppy :D I LOVE IT! She's (yes, it's a she!) called Cookie and she's super duper uber cute! Love it to bits! Been looking forward to see her everyday when I go home now haha.

And I want to recommend 'How to Train Your Dragon' the movie! It's really cool and cute and nice! HAHA. Don't go watch Clash of The Titans, heard it's quite boring :X

OKAYS. Shall end here now and go sleep. :D

Sunday, January 10, 2010, 9:03 PM

alot of things happened! shall just update randomly..

sc dry run! the first day was my bday (yes, damn sian that i needa go school!). but was really touched! thanks quek, jeen, rachel, jieting etcetc for the posters all around school that broadcasted my unglam photos! hahaha. and i think are still around :X

and everyone's bday wishes! thanks! as well as the chou4 dou4 fu3 hahaha and the cake! thanks thanks! i was rather surprised that there was actually a celebration at the end of the day haha.

then its the outing with sc people.. my first pubbing experience! we went The Arena or something.. haha we wanted to go clubbing at zouk, but it was closed. (wenxin and siyuan are really jinxed haha) shall not elaborate here, but yea, it was fun! thanks chak for the treat! the waterfall really got us drunk? though i swear i wasnt haha.

and thanks weihong for letting me sleepover! haha. YOU SLEEP LIKE A PIG. :D

and then there's the band concert cum outing with 43 peeps! haha thanks to kiayi jy jeen cuiting cindy for the presents and cards! i totally adore the left-hand writing cards haha and the left-hander's journal! i think im not gonna use it. its too nice :D

and the concert was nice too! its really different from past band concerts :D i love the alumni performance!

anyway i love the mass dance! whooo :D and the bennu dance. and the bennu mascot! aiya orientation 2010 will rock the school down! AND BENNU WILL OWN! :D

shall go pack my stuff now. cant wait!

Saturday, December 26, 2009, 4:08 PM

Got lotsa stuff to update abt!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 7:55 PM

Went for Dunkit outing with the Hwach peeps on Sat! :D:D:D Wheee long time no see! Haha.

Quek wore heels, but she's still shorter than me heh. We went to TH to k! 3 hours was seriously not enough hahaha. I wanna more k! Looking forward to this sat's suona outing for a FOC k again, fully funded by keewei! :D:D:D

Then went to Parkway! Omg I tried Koi Cafe for the first time! Have to order and you'll get a queue number somemore! Cool siol :D Me and Jeen were rather bek cek cos they keep skipping our number haha.

But anyway, I ordered my fav Honey Milk Tea! <3 The milk tea's super nice! Though I think I should have tried something special, like Jeen's Hazelnut Milk Tea which was damnnnnn nice! I'm so going there again :D

Went to Mos for a small break. The clam chowder there's quite nice! Minying, Yijiao and Quek bought some lol. Oh and Yingling left after the k for her tuition..

We went to the arcade at Bugis for awhile. My first time there! I didn't even know it was there haha. And its so big! Zhiyi goes there often apparently haha.

Then went to steamboat at tian1 tian1 huo3 guo1! Omg I love the beef thing! Esp the bbq part thing where you bbq the food. I think I was the first to declare a full stomach.. :X But the soup was really very nice! TOMYAM! But I think I didn't eat my $20.30 worth of food. D: (Yea, it's rather expensive!)

We were saying loadsa jokes. And Yijiao's very amused with the seaweed thing sold in our school canteen that Quek told her. I was laughing at her laugh at something so stupid hahaha.

Then the guys came. Went to Esplanade Rooftop to crap. On the way we saw the signature signing thing and all of us signed some wishes and things :D I think Junan they all signed some stupid thing LOL.

Played the mian4 game and then had penalties, though we sort of targeted Junan and Minying. Haha the prank calls were rather funny! :D

Then went home. Super tired but had fun! Looking forward to the movie outing! <3

Went for training on Monday after 3 weeks! Damn tiring and I am dying from muscle aches. But it was really effective and uplifting, everybody put in effort! Though I was feeling abit unwell at the start..

Today, went for post-PW PW outing! Haha we were supposed to meet at 11 at Bedok. But everybody was late for like 30 mins. It's considered quite good alrdy, cos we usually meet 1 hour after the stipulated time LOL. We were saying we should have said to meet at 10 hahaha.

Anyway, went to Fairprice to get our ingredients for the potluck! Hahaha it was rather amusing and fun to get our ingredients! :D:D:D

Steffi got stuff for her spaghetti, Cindy for her mushroom soup and gyoza, Jordan for his porridge and me for my olive rice! :D Michelle provided the kitchen and other kitchen essentials like pots pans salt etc :D

We spent about 1 hour to cook! OMG IT WAS SUPER FUN! We cut and diced all the capsicums etc for the spaghetti sauce, and etc! V funnnnn :D

And the result was quite successful! Everything actually tasted nice! I love everythingggg :D
Love my PW group! <3

Here are some pics :D


Steffi's spaghetti (or is it pasta?)!


Jordan looks retarded :D Steffi's serving her porridge!


Starting from 12 o'clock: Jordan's fishball porridge, Cindy's gyoza, Cindy's mushroom soup, my fried rice (it's damn nice lah!), Steffi's pasta sauce!


Whooo everything looks nice and thankfully, edible! :D

Lastly, shall end with one of the Post-It designs we used during our NEmation clip! The heart! :D


Chio eh!

Shall end here then! (:

Saturday, December 12, 2009, 9:13 AM

Feeling rather emo today..

Woke up at 8+, I think cos I was just too used to waking up early cos of NEmation! Oh and did I mention that ytd was the last day of production? I really must say that it's been a great experience, and extremely memorable! Throughout theser 3 gruelling weeks, I've really learnt alot..

I must thank all the instructors for their help and guidance! Especially to Shiling for always staying back with us and everything, Helena for helping us dabao food (Oh I forgot to mention that we've not had proper lunches for 2 weeks cos of production.. Haha.), Grace, Hazel, Jamie, El for setting up the Economic scene cameras + table + projector!, Joshua, Jason.. etcetc! (I'm sorry if I didnt mention you!)

And of cos, the Oathkeepers for helping us on the last two days of production! Without yall, I think we would surely had to stay back later and for a few more days to chiong finish everything.. Thanks loads!

And okay, my group members too! For introducing me to FB games hahaha (Plock, Bejeweled, Word Challenge, FishVille, etc!) Cos I'm simply to hardworking, I dont use the computer to play games lor! Till now. :D And for tolerating me when I'm unreasonable/AP/crazy/siao. :D Though I must say that I tolerated them more, they keep bullying me lah can! Shiling can vouch for me haha.

And also the friends I made! NJC! Thanks to Jeremy the Ugly/ Whole New World/ Jia Lor Mee/ etc, Jun Hao, Viona and Chun Wai for all the fun we had! Hahaha :D We must continue keeping in contact! :D Oh and the other school peeps too! VS (WHOO KENNETH!), RJ, GYSS, AHS, etcetc!

I'll miss Koufu too! The breakfast sets! And the super cheap Macs! And everything else. :D

It's been a really fun and cool though tiring 3 weeks. I'll really remember this forever!

:D

And now, talking about emo, I feel sad that the Year 6 are leaving too! Our two batches have gone through so much tgt! 5 years! We've been through so many things; 2 SYFs, competitions, Senior High stuff, etc!

And to think that next year we'll be the oldest in the whole of DHS. And that they'll be gone! With Mr Sng too! D:

I'll miss the volleyball seniors! For being so nice last time during trainings when me and Amy were really blur (Wanting, Cherie, Adeline, Zhixin, Vanessa, etc!), and all the other seniors who always played vball with us too! And the guy seniors too lah, though we don't really know them, but they're really nice and pro!

And of cos! My beloved CO seniors! AHHHH SHINING, SUYUN, YUKI, ALICIA, KEEWEI, WEICHENG, KUEIFU ETCETC! D: I'll really really realllyyyyyyyyy miss yall! D:D:

Omg next year's really seems so different now. New principal! And A levels! Boo.

Argh. D:

Hais. Shall end here then! (And go FishVille, I think my fish are dying...)
Going to K with the DunkIt peeps! Yay!

:D

Sunday, December 06, 2009, 8:43 PM

The past week of NEmation was a blast! Even though it was really tiring and annoying (cos the post-its keep dropping) and some of us (okay lah, including me) were AP (probably cos of the lack of sleep), but it was a really really cool experience!

The instructors were really really nice! Expecially Shiling! Thanks for staying up so late to help us! And thanks to El for being so nice! And aiya all the other instructors lah :D

And we're now like best friends with NJC. Haha theyre a really fun and funny group of people! And I thought that they were AP last time :P

My group kept making/doing childish stuff LOL. Like shouting 'Yippee!' very loudly, playing this really no-brainer game called Flying Dog and many other FB games, and other weird stuff. But all in all, really glad that everybody's so cooperative and nice and nice! :D

Am really sorry if I was unreasonable or AP at certain times :X It was the exhaustion setting in.. And that explains why I'm falling sick too! I have a flu, cough, and abit of sore throat. D:

Went to watch 2012 with my sis ytd! ITS REALLY DAMN FREAKING NICE! Cried like crap can.. And the effects etc are all really cool too! I really really recommend it! :D

Anyway, I miss vball! Havent been going for a long long time cos of NEmation! D:
I want to go sentosa!

And today's really fun too (: Have fun for your trip!

Shall end here! NEmation again tmr! Yay I'm excited LOL!

Friday, November 27, 2009, 10:26 AM

Am NEmation-ing now!

We're rather on schedule except for the paper thing ): But it was fun! Cam-whored, Plocked, Skyped, ToonBoom-ed, Illustrator-ed, Sushido-ed and lotsa more! :D

Made loads of friends too haha.

Shall go do work now. Ta-tah!

Friday, November 20, 2009, 9:43 PM

'twas the bennu year 5 gathering thing! ABCD, aka A Bennu Crazy Day!

the wet weather killed alot of things, but it didnt kill the mood. thanks to all who turned up! the first activity was Drink Till You Drop, really really disgusting and funny drinking game with all kinds of weird concoctions. everybody's really sporty and joined the fun :D

the game goes like this: you have pingpong balls, and you throw them into a box that have cups in them. each cup has an ingredient written at the bottom in pink paper, and a little rose syrup drink. so whatever cup your pingpong balls drops into, you drink up the cups so you can read the ingredient. and then all the ingredients will be happily mixed together for you to drink. DAMN COOL :D

there were lotsa stuff, including mayo, wasabi, bbq sauce, curry sauce, sweet and sour sauce, tomato sauce..... yea, you get it :D

then it was the Chicken Captains' ball! haha played it at a church camp last time, and suggested it. they liked it immediately LOL. but we added stuff to the chickens: stuffed flour in, spread mayo, bbq sauce, peanut butter etcetc on the chicken. super funny to watch the chicken fly around and lose its body parts LOL. damn funny too :D

then it was the Defence of the Attire. didnt really watch them, cos was busy doing saigang LOL. but it included cornstarch slime :D

overall it was fun! love all my fellow bennu-ians! thanks for being so fun and sporty! we're the best house ever ;D

Monday, November 09, 2009, 8:38 PM

Shall update about some stuff! :D

Went for the Mountbatten CC Halloween party with 5C43 peeps! Me Cindy went for PW and then went Parkway and I met Cephia! Haha long time since I saw her! WHOOO YOU MUST GO FOR THE ESPLANADE THING HOR!

Then went to Jeen's house.. We tried make-up to look scary but to no avail. But the whole 'black' costume was so cool :D:D We cam-whored alot whooo.. All are on FB heh!

And we watched Caroline! HAHAHA yay dont have to go watch movie, can watch it there + free dinner + games to play at $5! :D:D It was quite fun (: The Cluedo was cool! Haha I didnt scream at all cos of the bet with Sean hahaha.

We cam-whored again while waiting for KohCui :D

Then on Sunday, went for the House Comm party! Met Benz, Ashley and Chaoyuan to find costumes, and saw Siyuan and Mich as well, so we just went tgt.. Went to one costume shop near Arab St, and then took this bus to the No. 1 Costume Shop (cos it relocated) :D It's damn fun to pick up random stuff and wear them LOL. Oh and Benz and his super funny Ms Singapore LOL.

Then Weihong and Christopher came. WH dressed in some weird monster/women/crossdressing costume LOL. Aiya at least, it was damn crowded cos it was halloween and alot of people were getting costumes too..

Then me ashley went to benz's house.. We played some game called Sketch (I think) and the guess the murder + weapon + place game which I forgot whatsitcalled and Chaoyuan came and we played Monopoly. (Whoops I'm crapping and not going into details lol)

Went down to Regina's house.. Most of the people there were the 4G people.. Then went to Clarke Quay. IT WAS SUPER CROWDED. But was super cool to see all the different costumes and the people :D An eye-opener..

Shall not elaborate anymore on what happened after that. :D

And now, shall talk abt PW! LOL my PW group rocks (: Theyre like the ones who make PW bearable.. Went to teoheng again that day for another k session, this time with steffi..

Jordan sang his horrible version of 会有那么一天. uploaded it on fb alrdy (:

We somehow had like extra 20mins of singing. LOL. Oh and we sang songs like ABBA LOL. The last part was super high, we were practically screaming HAHA.



Ytd went to work at u petgamart again, cos its the 3rd anniversary.. Its really so weird without ah dai! D:

But it was busy and fun (: Cos the lucky draw (with like 30 prizes to be won!) was at 6, and alot of people only came at 5+, so we were super busy during that time..

Oh and I made alot of new friends! Haha theres jiongyang, harry and galvin! Oh and the B2K people! Super fun (:

Oh and the star whos in the Jack Neo family, the shortest guy (I CANT RMBR HIS NAME) whos damn funny came too! To support the anniversary :D:D

ARGH I MISS AH DAI D:

Shall end here! Really busy prac-ing for OP. But I'm sure my group'll do okay. (: JIAYOU DH073!

:D

Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 10:09 PM

LOL shall talk more abt PW.

as usual, we are always late. and we cooked lunch for ourselves that day! steffi and mich cooked the veggies (it was quite nice! though steffi added alot of soya sauce?).. plus eggs and shui2 jiao3 :D damn funny..

today was the trial.. i thought we agreed on 830. but knowing our group's always late i reached at 9, but was early lol. damn funny lah, our group cant seem to meet together on time LOL.

anyways, it wasnt as scary as i thought it was.. hopefully our presentation will be damn good by the next trial haha.

anyway, went to astons with pw peeps (except steffi cos she go paktor lol) and then teoheng to k! omg damn long since i last went to k, damn fun!

we must go and k together again :D

oh and not forgetting the potluck that we agreed on! :D

dno whether i should go this sat for the hc outing. LOL theyre crazy, as usual.
i want to catch some movie! anybody? :D but dno got what nice movies to watch now ):

okay i think the quality of my posts are deproving. am considering to move to a livejournal account, it seems nice! :D

ARGH OKAY. shall end here then (: